work

I'm going to approach this group of work intuitively. No thikning just feeling and doing. Fuck all the rules I've set up for myself. No more keeping myself in the genre I believe myself to be a part of. That is the problem with things anyway, you tell yourself thats who you are and then you try to be that kind of person a push everything else away. Im going to blow this one out of the water with nothing other than an honest response.

I need to be selfish -just me and work. Nothing else, no one else, things should be like this right now. Not being honest with myself for so long has pushed me to feel nothing other than confusion and bitterness.

I am happy.